Saja...Post anything here :P

Dint come here for quite a long time.
I was shocked reading the previous blog, haha....
Erm...It's really memorable.
Miss high school life, at least someone to make fun and someone to chit chat in class.
At least, teachers care of our results and attitudes but not in uni.
No one care that whether you pass ur exam or not.
No one care that whether you did your assignments or not.
All of these are our own business.
If you failed to do these, they will just say " Sorry, You need to redo this subject." That's all.
What a shame life here....

Gosh....

It's May now and June is coming

Happy Birthday to all Mays' birth!!!!
2th May >>> Yin
5th May >>> Jamie
7th May >>> Piee
11th May >>> Pin
18th May >>> Loong
21st May >>> Meng
22nd May >>> Fabian
31th May >>> Tiong

Late post I knew ...

When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie

is made up on your side

When you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it OK

I miss you

I haven't felt this way before

Everything that I do

reminds me of you

And the clothes you left

are lyin' on the floor

And they smell just like you

I love the things that you do

When you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it OK

I miss you

We were made for each other

Out here forever

I know we were

yeah...

All I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I do I give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

Yeah...

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day

And make it OK

I miss you

By Avril Lavigne

最近和朋友讨论到，我们班的古典美女飞去那里，


昨晚因缘巧合下从身边朋友打听到，


她在大山脚读LCCI,


在卖豆水那边附近。

怀念一下，经典的回头一笑.XD

Yeah~ 我来了
~xh~

慚愧..

雖然, 我只是和你們(一些人)相聚過1段日子, 可是你們卻給了我很多回憶! 還有跟我相處4年(差不多)的朋友! 回憶才是最真實的. 記得去年我回去馬來西亞, 你們還抽空帶我到KL 吃我以前沒吃過的東西, 還有跟我慶祝, 玩等等的. 實在令我感動! 友誼萬歲~


對不起= = 中文太爛

Tired.. Scared..

Im sick of you treating me like shit,
I think im going to be happy
But im stuck in this world I call reality
Everything has gone wrong for me
So im giving up
On love
On happiness
On everything
When you see me smile it wont be real
I will seem like the happiest person in the world
But inside im dying
I love, being in love
I just dont think I will again
Im normally not such a depressed person
But i cant hold it in anymore
Im done trying to love
I give up
You win

Broken Heart~

My life is blur,
And my heart may be damaged.
And even though i am a teenage ,
And have way too much drama.
And say things i dont mean,
There was always something about you
Maybe the way you looked at me,
Like i was on top of the world
Or mabye the way i felt,
Like no one could tear us apart
But everytime i looked in your eyes
I had to smile
And everytime we talked all night on the phone
I had to laugh
Because you made me feel
Like no one else mattered
But we didnt breakup
Because i wasnt ready
Or i was scared
We broke up bbecause you hurt me
And you hurt me bad
You took my heart and stomped on it
All without even realizing it
But i loved you alot
No matter what
And probably always will
But excuse me when i say
I need sometime to fix my broken heart

Love

Please give me a reason to forget you..
It has been awhile..
Apparently..
I never thought of giving up..

Im abiding at this time at this momment..
Abide truthfully..
Your heart is like..
Unpredictable weather..

Maybe someday..
You will come back to me..
But, I know it is impossible..
It is immutable..

At the time when we broke up..
Had the feeling of apathy..
I know we were disconnected..
Tried to reconcile..
But, I became tedious..

I tried to retrieve..
No matter how long..
No matter how far...
Even to the final destination of my life..
Still have neither complaints nor remorse..

But its all too late..
Im just a little stanza of your life poem..
Friendship..
Is all I need at this point..

You treat me ruthless..
But..
I still keep you in my mind constantly..
I tried to ignore the distance..
But..
It still hurts..

Dislike the feeling of "Can't Let Go"..
Expecting if there is another chance..
The only thing left in my mind..
Is the memories which bruised my soul..

Pilgrimage of human's lifes..
Include helplessness..
Without choices..
And still have inexplicable wounded soul..

"Cherish" a person..
Doesn't mean to possess "it"..
Rather..
Let "it" searches for "its" dependable "shoulder"..

I hope..
You can stay in the abyss..
Of my memory..
Thats all I want..
Thats all I need..

"Love" nurtures a heart completely..
Represented cherish..
"Sentiment" depend(s) on a stand-still heart..
Repesented accompanying..
So..
Love is the solution of..
Cherish + Accompanying..

大家珍重

也許不會有太多不捨

還是來逛一逛屬於S3S的靜地

S3S的同學們、朋友們，要好好保重。

還有，讓這裡熱鬧一點。

再見。

天华 - 毕业前的心情

毕业心情？真的很复杂啊…终于，到了关键的一年。18岁咯…快吧？小学毕业至今，小学的老师也老了6年。年头还很轻松的过着日子，一眨眼，还剩短短的几天就要毕业了，当然，毕业之前还有些障碍，就是统考，在统考前，还有一个，就是毕业考…

为什么心情会复杂啊？这个嘛，我也不是很懂，是在担心成绩？担心与朋友分开？担心上不了大学？担心毕不了业？种种的问题，都浮现出来了。我面临的…… …….只不过是全部而已~

抛开一切烦恼，来谈谈开心事情先…
2007年，我加入了日新S2S一族，开心的过了一年，去年啊，过得超快的，为什么？当人类处于一个很好的，舒服，快乐的环境时，时间过得特别特别的快…在短短的几个月里，认识了很多的朋友，到处去尝试新的生活，例如槟城的食物。
2007年的1月到3月，一有机会，肯定回家，但是，3月之后，我就开始了到处去“玩”咯~还记得，第一间去寄住的就是阿雷的家。想回，还真是个不错的回忆~
到了4月，第一次与朋友过槟城，也第一次去了REDBOX，给了很多人很好笑的回忆…唱歌没声的。
很快，几个月过去了，到了整个学年的最后几天，拿了成绩，还真感到欣慰的，全年总平均~~~60。任务还算达到了，就是-进步。从华联到日新就是为了这个，除了玩乐，开心的过着无家长管制的生活等等，终于，拿了个能看的纸回家~
这就是07年的开心事，当然，还有很多没能在这摘进。

08年的呢？开心？没那么咯~为什么？不懂哦~哈~可能是统考吧…但是，说是统考，怎么没什么压力的？推动力呢？说没有，是假的，只是感觉系统有点问题似的，feel不到压力喔~原来是delay了。到了还剩50多天的时候，有一点咯…到了40多天，感觉到尾巴，有点不是很舒服，可能是“火”就来要烧到了…此时，脑里想着，时间为什么过得那么快的？？？准备做够了吗？能吗？一大堆问题及压力，从0突然间急速的在增加…统考统考~~从1月到8月所发生的事情，好像没什么记得了…就直接跳到现在，就来面对统考前的我，在打着这篇文章的片段了。

希望大家能以较好的成绩毕业，至于那些条件较好的，我祝福你们能考到较优越的成绩，朋友，是用心去交的…而更好条件的，不需要祝福了吧？希望，是希望你能达到你的目标，对于我来说，那是离我很远很远的东西，不过，能看到身边有着那么突出的朋友，感觉会不错吧？而在全方面都蛮好的同学，你能的！

但愿，2008年的S3S同学们，能将友谊，爱着这一班的心，维持下去，之前的什么冲突，之前的什么误解，之前的什么误会，也能在2008年修业式后一笔勾销，让曾经是在一班的友谊来带过一切…还有，毕业后..去读？去闯？去赚？我都支持~！

毕业前的感言…到此结束~